after all the fun and destressing
it was back to schl
hoping that i wouldnt have found out
but i did
i felt bad
all because i was afraid i'd have
to leave
and i wanted so much to stay
i tried hard this year
ive slacked through
year after year
but after trying so hard,
why doesnt anything change at all ?
i felt like a loser
maybe i still do feel that way
doesnt matter anyway

thankyou ;
joy, for never failing to be there through all these years ( and for the msg )
callie, for being there to cheer me up
( for the msg as well )
gwen, for giving me the support
( those words that cheered me on )
kate, for telling me its alright
qinn, for comforting me ( and the toilet paper too )
laine, for asking if i was okay
hoon, for standing by me
jae, for helping me SMILE
nicol, for calling and for the msg
abby, for staying by me whether i was happy or down

if i have to leave, i will have to
no matter how hard it will be

you saw it all for yourself
i tried
you know it
did you think i wanted this to happen ?
i know you want the best for me
but i tried my best ?
dont you know that i'm angry too ?
you care and i know that
thankyou for caring
but i know ive let you down
and i'm sorry ?
but you dont know what its like